ABOUT ME
What You Need to Know
Hey there. My name is Brian.
Not sure where to start, but to let you know where I am at this time:
I have been diagnosed with non-Hodgkin Lymphoma and Lyme disease. This is important for context.
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I never realized all the issues and hardships that arise from a battle with a long term sickness. I do now. For me, it has really hit me with my self worth and purpose. I feel ''less than a man" many times. In the past, I was a competitive bodybuilder, personal trainer, prophecy and historical context of Scripture teacher, hair stylist, and power lifter. One day, this all began to fall apart.
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I won't go into all the details now, but everything imaginable was thrown at me,
and my life fell apart: Lost my business, arrested, divorced, bankruptcy, house fire, parents died, liver failure, esophageal tumor, viral infection, cancer, Lyme, and yes, the list goes on.
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There were some ugly days between 2000 and 2010, then I decided that running from the call on my life was IMPOSSIBLE. I began to pray "Remove all those that do not need to be in my life, and place those YOU would have me have in my life. The shocker was, I lost everyone. Alone.
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YHWH want HIM as the center point of my life. I began finding new friends and a church. Started a home fellowship, and began promoting speakers. Then HE gave my a beautiful Bahamian wife, Portia. He gave me a house paid in full. A car. Then I got the diagnoses. Cancer.
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I never felt bad. Just the tumors were visible. A real blow to the ego, but humbling. Then in 2015, my health took a southerly turn. I swore my entire life, "I would never do Chemo/Radiation", and now I had to face that statement head on.
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I stuck to that. Though a limited income for a disability check, I am doing all I can naturally. I am going on to my 9th year of being symptomatic. Every person I have known that did chemo died, and here I am.
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Being sick. I began feeling worthless, and a burden on those that I care about most. "Why am I here?''. "I don't want to do this anymore!". Dangerous thought process.
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Then last week, my dear friend Jeff Benner, of The Ancient Hebrew Research Center, suggested I start a website. I have a lot to offer from years of study to life experience. To take the goods and bads of life, and find a way to help or inspire.
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This is a big step for me. I am not savvy with technology, and I don't debate or argue, which trolls seem to be in abundance these days. Hiding in their momma's basement behind the name the name OU812 or some nonsense. Despite that, I am here. A guys that has always asked questions. Curious, and searching for answers. Never staying between the lines of the PC agenda.
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I am attempting to share me. I am not here to fight. You can either respect my opinion, and look into it, or go to one of the other trillion sites on her. Scripture says "Study to show yourself approved", and "A fool judges a matter without 1st investigating". I am no fool, so don't come at me with "No it ain't!".
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I know I do not have all the answers in life, but;
THE TRUTH IS OUT THERE!!!!!
Whether a Spiritual truth or a life one, they are there. I will share my experiences, and thoughts so we can find those truths together. Not by attacking, but by open consideration.
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I never come to a belief lightly. I put much thought and study into them. That is to prove to MYSELF, not to anyone else. You are responsible for YOU. You will be the one standing before you creator, and you will be the one walking out your life. No room for cognitive disedense or normalcy bias. You are better than that. So am I. So badgering and name calling will not alter truth.
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If this sounds intriguing, pray for me, and "Come, let us reason together!".
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